IntrospectionIntrospectionIntrospection
I'm looking at myself from behind a pane of glass. A glass of protection. A glass of rejection. A glass of pain, of loneliness. Of suffering, of abhorence. I can't see past the darkness. A dirty window with no stability. An empty frame. A blank photograph. So many fingerprints, a pane of grease. Scrub and scrub all it does is smear. The window must be replaced. Clear the glass, clear the mind. I reach for it. It cuts. Deeper and deeper it cuts until I can take no more. I can't give up. I must p
Love and HateLove and HateLove and Hate
If love is a universal language, hate is a universal symbol. To love is to hate. To hate is to love. Love what you hate and hate what you love. Both want to change you. Bound by confusion, a slave to the language, addicted by the symbol. We act on its behalf. It tells us what to say.
Feelings in WordsFeelings in WordsFeelings in Words
I wonder how you can stop after saying those fine words. Did I frighten you with my own words, the words of my heart? Did your heart frighten you with its own words? Words with meaning. Words with feeling. Words with answers. Words with questions. Words which hurt. Words which heal. Words that tell another how you feel. What do you feel? What would you say? Would you turn from your heart and deny the words you felt? Would you accept the words' meaning or attempt your own fare? I love you. I hate y
A Cherry HappenstanceA Cherry HappenstanceA Cherry Happenstance
Amidst the love and amidst the grief,
We've found ourselves about the sea.
Our mortal heads and wounds reveal
A mistake of sorts we cannot heal.
In our happy cherry stance,
In our cherry happenstance,
The words we feel but cannot say
Will in our hearts forever stay.
I wish you were; You wish I might.
We wish away our gained insight.
I'll forever love; You'll forever see
I want to feel the truth for me.
Show me now or nevermore
Will you feel me at your core?
You said forever and always.
It seems the body is all that stays.
I'm wandering around in a lust of some sort
As if looking, as if searching f
